only me

haha

2005-08-12T19:09:00.000-07:00

o man...isn't he juz sooo cute?
aniwei. derrick's out...boo! shame on XXXXXXX!
wadever.
i mean MEDIACORP is juz playing a fool wif the votes la..
can't they juz show everyone the no. of votes?
it's like they're juz using weilian to get money? MONEY!
face the fact...i mean im not bias to wei lian of smth like that
but derrick is like got more superstar features than him pls!
faddup.

OKOK....
has benn a loooooooong time since i last blog.
1 more month to my China trip.
1 more month to my Piano exam.
i dun even noe when's the exam date...
hope it doesn't clash wif the trip
but i have this kinda feeling it will.
haha.
anyway...god bless me.
it's a tough grade.
i have to pull thru. if not i'll die.
hehe.
o ya...so many things have happened.
haiz...duno how to put it...
next week 5 DAYS 5 TESTS!
wao...TEST MARATHON ar?
teachers r nuts! for heaven sake.....
slow down...
and to the MOE HEAD! u BLOODY FOOL!
can't u juz slower down our education?
see other countries r like so slow but better?
KIASU la...
o pls..wana drive us to suicide?
everything is study study study
IQ high but EQ low...how to do business?
STUPID brain..
president election shld give us a break.
for goodness sake.
o man wad am i writing?
haha
I LOVE DURIAN.
juz ate 1 whole box of durian.
ha...fattening.
my mum shld be changing to a camera phone...
there..i can exchange wif her my phone.
hehe...so bad rite?
ya.
haiya..yst i soooo idiotic lor.
rush rush rush like mad...to piano
but found out no piano lesson after waiting for him for 15mins.
decided to call him. he say dun have
isit i hear wrongly or isit he kookoo?
wadever...im so blur.
slap me.

- I LOVE YOU -
dun ever reject me.
i love u to bits.
love triangle.
i'll never confess.
till u make to first step.
cos y?
I LOVE YOU

haha

2005-07-18T07:46:00.000-07:00

RACIAL HARMONY DAY
wad a funny day today.
i wore a saree...mind u a SAREE!
ok..ahem.
many ppl wore that la so...not surprising.
kept falling apart o had to keep retying.
then there was this best dress competition and our class won la.
so..it's like haha.
den the judges came to our class to judge.
i was like the only one still tying up my SAREE?
so maluating lor. but nvm.
took photos. cool.
think my saree now very dirty.
drag ar drag ar drag.
the aunties no need to mop floor oredi.
we help them clean speak and span.
haha.
anyway. i tot racial harmony was suppose to be thursday?
but haiz...think our sch kiasu so nvm lor.
had fun la.
jas hair very not bad.
her mum do for her one.
we say next time prom night we go her mum saloon do den followed by raina's mum the nail saloon.
whoosh.
grool.
that'll be when? after o levels.
istill have yet to think abt end of yr exams not to mention o levels!!!
haiz..think too far la u guys.
smiles at jas!
ok i wore the saree home.
there was these few guys keep staring.
one of them very shuai look like someone frm camp la.
say so loud somemore on the bus.
" wao...RACIAL HARMONY DAY WOR! den he keep poking his friend to see i wear saree.
i mean wat the *toot* r they implying?
F*** them la.
i walk down the bus oso whistle.
ok im BHB.stop that.
gtg...wed got A MATHS test and Social Studies Test and have to hand up the Chinese Newspaper thingy.SHIT!
WHHOSHHH~!

o man

2005-07-10T06:28:00.000-07:00

im such a failure in life can?
i cant seem to figure out y im here on this earth?
to waste my time?
shoot me.
my parents r like.......
my found out that i lied to him abt my test marks.
i cant seem to figure out how he got to know abt it.
thru performance tracking?
cannot be.he din noe the password.
but on the otherhand. ichecked that beside the test title.there was no star..like * that?
ya...it shld have it if u haven review it.
another thing i left my paper lying around on my table.
so i guess thats how he found out.
bloody shitty.
one after another.
siansation.
everything in life sux.
im having a bad headache now.
outside there's like karaoke going on?
irritating..
im in my room like...crying?
everyone outside it's like..so happy
only me like shit.
have to tahan these shittified ppl.
haiz.life.
everything has gone wrong.
piano teacher said i've slacked.
have to buck up if not cannot make it.
and i was like...........ok.
theory full of crap.din understand a word.
my mom keeps going out wif my aunts all day.or shld i say everyday?
my dad keeps himself to the comp everyday?
im like the only one. wif no one to talk to?
how i wished they could just tell me i was adopted and wanted to give me away...
how i wished.
damn it.life sux.
total failure.
friday went ang mo kio.
din have the mood to go.but in the end still went....
omg...im feeling like so sick now..feel like vomiting.
juz finished dinner? at 9.30?
crazy....im feeling neauseous.
had to eat still...
show my anger to my parents.
so i had to gorge myself.
senseless.
i really cant take it anymore.
wana puke.
this week gona have comm interview.
heard there's gona be vocal test?
sheesh.
life is a total flop.
school sux.
life sux
parents sux
grades sux
piano sux
friends sux
omg...have to puke now....
im out

whee

2005-07-01T22:42:00.000-07:00

hmm....1 week has passed so dan quickly i guess?
Friday
PL's Ms Congeniality.
funny.
Jiajun was in the finals.
3B1's representative. haha
anyway we were like cheering for them?
everyone else were like cat walking.
only jiajun was like so chor lor?
probably cos she was wrapped in toilet rolls?
haha...looked horrible.with a hawaii skirt. and floats everywhere?
should have worn a bikini outside.
would be hilarious.
youth day celebrations were like...BOO?!
not even a single teacher performed.
i mean this is YOUTH DAY hello?
it should be the teachers performing not us.
prob they came out wif this pageant thing to take our minds away frm them?
hehe. teachers day we perform. youth day..they shld be the one performing!
DUH~!
ok.the dancing part was funny.
we even joked that one dancer looked like Mrs Soh.
no offence. we even imagined that Mrs Soh dancing on the stage wif that type of dance moves?
haha.
guess the teachers..was funny.
Mrs Soh, Ms Wong...we even mistook one teacher for a guy!
i kept joking that they were Mr Thomson...
everyone laughed la..Lame.
After School
headed to Plaza Singapura with the same huizi and Samantha SEE.
so maluating.
i juz realised that my laughter is like.............hohoho?
haha.
ate macs....that stoopid sam see never tell us that got student meal.
and we ended up having a $5 meal and she? $4?
tsk tsk.
she had soo many sauces.
huizi was like only maiyonese?
yucks...
she tried the same trick yesterday at heartland.
Lame.cut that off lor.
trying to fool us to turn back and take sam see's sauce?
neh neh. haha
we took neos.
$16 total.
shit...broke.
has to draw frm my account.
and the minimum was $20?
so that huizi immediately keyed in that amt?
humph.
the neos turned out like shit.
the first one i was like bleahh?
din noe where the cam was?
turned nerdy?
and the second one ...sam see looked retarded.
haha..was like so spastic cos we couldnt find the decorating part?
we wasted like sooo much time?
wadever.
and the worse..i will never go out wif them anymore.
i had to clear their bags....
tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk
i crapped abt hating them in sec 1.
i said i crushed sam see which was like.......
ya..den we saw a guy proposing to a gal.
so i tried it out wif sam see at spotlight.
cool.they bought RIBBONS?!?! to decorate their jeans.
LAMO.
erm....juz for ur info...."I DO NOT LOVE OR CRUSH SAMANTHA SEE"
it's juz a joke.
i have someone in mind now la..really.
LOOKING AT THE NEOS....disgusting.
i spoil the pics.
deh.....
huizi say wad put on friendster..
the hell...NO!
she scratched my face while tooking neos.
tsk tsk.
pain leh!i tried kissing sam see......so my face tilted to her side...
so there's a hole in between me and huizi...so hilarious.
cos when we took....our faces were all like connected...like face to face to face...all the skins touching..so disgusting.
i dun do that..unless it's computer trick or i really like you....'hints'ahem*
no la...i dun like her....
confusing.
i maluated myself outside sch..cos huizi and sam dared me to sing the love songs to the grp infront of us..
which obviously consisted of that idiot person.
she saw me and quickly walked..scared of me?
haha...
ming tian wo yao jia gei ni la.
wo ai ni.ai zhe ni
wang bu liao wang bu liao
dey walked the other way..sam see said they were avoiding me?
haha...their business.
only the sec 2 girl with them turned around and laughed.
lizard din...cos i tink she noe....smth.....
malu malu malu
anyway...PW project sux.have to go to cheryl's hse tml after piano.
long day.
monday..decied to study the whole day to brush up on my studies.
Geog test.
have to study hard.
buck up on my studies.
esp maths...
slacked alot last term.
1st week of the term..have been very playful for me..everyday going out wif friends after sch.
so have to tame myself down liao.
trying to forget that stoopid person.
but deep down..there'sanother person. and i'll not reveal.
she's sec 3 la. same level.....so not too bad.hehe
hint hint liao..dun guess.
have to gonow...
later going to see slyvester...fann wong.
camera pls...
cheerio!
sam see so sweet.......'vomits'

whee

2005-06-29T04:53:00.000-07:00

okok...yst.i din go fer choir.
sick...tuition too.
after that went home slept...till 4.15 when i watched my SAY CHEEZ.
i was on it la k.
bleah. 2 secs only.but i looked horrible in it.
yst Mrs Soh changed our places.
so funni.daphne had to sit wif the inexpected....
HANNAH TAN..i tink prob she'll be reading this somehow or rather.
cos she juz read someone's blog which like...'toked' abt her
this has happened 2 times in ppl's blogs.
not one. but many.
soo...i tink the prob lies in her la
no offence. but to this person.
reflection.
hmm....my place.quite ok.but i kinda missed SUQI!! my sickening bugging me always..stoopid Partner.
she craps wif em all day long initially i cried cos...nvm.
im like..it's like now.she rox my socks manx!
we crap almost abt everything?
cos we both r HUGE CRAPPERS?!?!
ok..now im sitting wif wee wee.
quite ok....
but todae i actually sat wif SAMANTHA LEE?
cos she oso like...felt funny sitting wif quiet ppl? no offence.
as we were all loud ppl...i decided to sit wif her.
i sat wif eunice. den sam.
so nice.
we were crapping abt binding boobs.
yanying wanted to do it..so i said we shared the cost and use it
sam said we could use the bandage frm the injured leg type. cast??
so funny.
ok.i actually cut my hair?
$9
went to yanyng hse there..the auntie practically din cut at all
huizi oso cut and she was like .....recut it. so we argued wif the auntie.
but she said my hair was like ok?
hm..lazy bum bum.
huizi layered her hair like SHIT! ok...i told the auntie to super layered her hair.
like those sec 4s...like ball..and then one stick?
but she dun wan.
wasted
ask her spike the top oso dun wan.
but when she always go to layer....it's like...bleah.
the same?
anyway we both have thick hair la.
so more difficult to see the difference.
the auntie said my hair if cut shorter will look like guy.
and huizi was like...ya cut la...guy den guy la.
-___-"'
waited fer 113 fer like 45 mins?
i embarrase myself at the bus stop.
we were like sorting out my hairstyles.
side front. spike..so funny
when 113 finally came....it was time to go home...so i dun tink we enjoyed it.
we juz went heartland to go toilet.
siao.
and ya..on the overhead bridge...my umbrella tom ba lek.
so funny.
i obstructed ppl's way and huizi was like laughing like shit?
tie hair.....tie and tie....haiz.spell wrongly la.
ok....gonna watch SUPERSTAR...marie out!

malu

2005-06-11T04:46:00.000-07:00

omg..this is sooo maluating...
yesterday went Orchard wid huizi.
i maluated myself fer like more than 20 times?
in the MRT...Road side...shops....on TV!
omg...i'll be on TV manx!
the hao se er ren zhu....say Cheez.!
I SAW FIONA XIE IN PERSON LOR...SO COOL
she's damn perfect and pretty.
cos we went to the leisure thing...duno wad syney leisure ar?spell wrongly.
ya..den i saw one crowd laa..curious lor.
got empty space so stand there..but who noes,
fiona xie saw me den she smiled in my direction.at me la
den i was like stun.den turned back.so malu ma.wanted to walk away.
i tot she smiling at a gal frm anderson.den she shouted duno whos name.so i tot she was fiona's relative or smth like that.
den wanted to walk. but felt smone tap my shoulder..it's guo liang. wanted to run but cannot.camera man behind me...pai and pai...so malu lor.
den that stoopid huizi siam like shit.never help me.at least stand wid me la..i soo damn lonely scared lor.
guo liang was like...wads ur name?
den i said. MARIE.
den he pull me to fiona xie lor....
everyone straed at me like crazy.
i dun even noe wad was happening.
dey ask i like black,my arts and duno wad good anot..den i say no...
fiona xie ask whether i normally go out got make up..
OF COURSE NOT LA!
where got student like me make up wan?
den i say no...she ask me to put lipstick lor.like the other time.
so malu.i reject but ended up doing it.
so do lor..
den its like i put 2 dots...she say cannot.
den i put more..she say wao..1st times very experienced..not bad.
wa lao! i was like..i put b4...!she never ask whether i ever put b4.
cong lai mei you put make up.
i got lor..choir time musical i got wad.
siao.he time i covering my mouth.
den fiona xie oso say i shy. put my head down.
huizi say most of t
wait i go back sch...confirm laughed one.
they will say i never put make up meh?i got wad...like dat la
i was at a lost when they fang wen wo lor.
those who reading this...dun watch the show.
it's like repeat 3 times?
8.30pm...12 midnight and 4.15pm next afternoon?
sure got ppl watch one.
ppl watch at night will tell then others will watch afternoon one.
shit la...
HUIZI! u damn bad lor.siam away oso never tell me.
;(
she say wad...later they edit..den the producer see see..den see got one pretty one ask her go act in shows.
wa lao...ya laa..the pretty one is me rite???thank you thank you....
den we watch the ghost show...we keep screaming and screaming like siao gina
open door.oso i scream like shit
when we entered the theatre la...den very dark ma...so i wanted to play a trick..
so i screamed..den huizi oso screamed like shit.....i tink she abit gong liao
haha...aniwae.quite horrible la.
the face got blood we oso scream.
at first my place was beside 3 ah peis one.but i change la...den i tell her wait later scarey part i scared den lie towards the ah pei.
haha...den she say wad later scared until food oso drop everywhere.
i watch watch.....like never watch like tat.keep covering my eyes and ears.
huizi keep asking me to watch she ownself cover her face.
bo liao la
she keep making al sorts of noise lor.
got advertisemnest la..den oso ghost one..den th eleakage one...so i screamand scream lor..the ppl behind me oso scream like shit...
haiz....
den come out i still shivering lor.heart attack ar.
den huizi sae wad...can go back in time....she oacking tents wif pingwei
haha...so funny lor..wad go back until sec 1 home econs. siao
she very bad lor. say tutu..she moan.say chris...she moan 2 times...say jay chou she vomit say ping wei she vomit more....den she say MARIE......she spit on the floor and step step step lor. got ppl infront leh..malu me like shit.
haiz...she a crapper..outside heeren saw this shuai guy.
den i say eh..this shuai this shuai..go see go see.
who noes the guy approached us lor..for wad?donations.
can laugh like mad!
sae wad never see PL ppl.
go heeren yi da dui come ar!
aniwae...wanna watch show wid daphne at her hse...hmm..hse of wax...
ok....i chao!

.......

2005-06-07T23:45:00.000-07:00

omg...this song in my blog soo nice..
i juz added it.
feel so nice after listening to this song

i wanna be wif u...ai ni hao xing fu
hen xiang gen ni jian yi zhuo zhu wu??? dunno laa...juz typed la
wo he ni ....mei ya li....
zhi xiang yao zhi xiang yao he ni zai yi qi...

it's nice...

haha okok..it's sung by Jill Hsu...
aka mandy. manqing in Hai Tun Wan.
her voice damn nice laa.
so cool....haha
okok...im still faithful anbrose hsu ar.
but their singing damn nce lor

love this song..
ok...doing my homework at the same time downloading songs together now.
very distracting laa.

her voice sooths my soul.
nvm.
im writing my compo now...need some inspiration.
haha...grool
wana watch movies leh
any one interested pls call me
damn bored
juz finished piano exam on monday.
im gona fail!
all the aural thing i din even answer a sigle question.
the second piece i played all wrong chords!
die die die.
anyway...
my mother signed me up a english thing..which is like..im the girl there?
have to do homework somemore.
imean do i need english lessons?
it has improved like 10marks after going to British Council?
u still wan me to improve to 70+?
crazy..if i can score that..i'll go A class oredi!
it's the factlaa.
i feel like goin out now.

duno ppl sae next fri got 3b1 gathering at sentosa?
the instuctors going?
aiya..flirts la.
not interested.
we go there.......then ppl will like...
nvm.
someone in our class called our clique a bitch.
so?
u r a bitch more like it.
flirt wif them?
haha..lets see who is the real bitch.
juz bcos u need us to get the class united..u use us..
this not i sae one..many ppl have felt this way
so the class committee hmm better....
its not i wanna wad laa.
but we cant juz push the blame to everyone.
juz bcos u guys r more outspoken than others?
doesnt give u guys the right to boss us around.
fat chance manx!
unity..u sae.
but do u guys put in the effort?
NO!
fcuk off my face manx!

ommg

2005-05-31T02:21:00.000-07:00

omg omg omg omg omg
i juz found out smth!!!!!!
XU ZEYA in HAITUNWAN
and
LEO in LAVENDER
are the same person...
that means i crushed the same person!
at first b4 haitunwan...
i watched Lavender every Saturday...den i liked Leo....
now after watching haitunwan fer like dunno how many times...
i liked xuzeya...
omg....juz now i juz found out that they were the same person!!!
he oso acted in TURN LEFT TURN RIGHT

AMBROUSE HSU I LOVE U!!!!
omg omg......
im turning straight....
whooosh...
haha...
so happy.
or should i say he's a idol???
he's damn hot lor.
i think he's the hottest guy in taiwan and Singapore..
no offence..but Singapore guys cannot make it manx!
thats y we have sooo many bungs in singapore...to replace u guys!! :P
haha..anyway.... AMBROUSE HSU ROX!!!

passed

2005-05-17T06:43:00.000-07:00

CLIQUE
is this how we're suppose to be?
words spoken cannot be taken back.
someone commented smth in her blog.
toked abt my recent deleted post. abt their true colours.
i was vexed.
confused k?
i wrote it out of fustration
this person might not me reading this.
but she said that our clique will never be like the one we used to be
and i agree.
i knew rite from the beginning. it was wrong all wrong
our interests and characters din match.
To tell the truth, no offence.
clique is juz a term used for close friends.
but once it breaks, it cannot become a clique anymore.
so to all those out there, treasure ur clique and friendship. dun end up like us.
yes.
we r toking to each other, but we dun feel as close anymore.
why?
beats me too.
i guess...
we shouldn't have chosen this path.
it was probably all wrong for us.
looking back...i missed the days in pri sch and sec2.
y clique was the best...
they were there when i needed them.
they picked me up when i fell.
encouraged me.
thats all i needed. i was contented
althou everything was simple.
we din quarell at all.
give and take.
as for our 'clique' i have mothing more to say but......
i really cant put it into words.
no offence, but this clique beats me to having classmates. really.
i dun noe how to put it but...this is all i can say to u guys.
trust.
i may be the one at fault in the first place.
i admit i was the one to be blame for everything.
but things have to come to an end.
i really hope that this problem can be resolved very soon.
i will make an effort.
but if we stay too close...warning. all of us will get hurt eventually.
by hook or by crook.
someone told me...she really dun wish to have such a big clique...cos she doesn't want any more troubles.
which is true.
the smaller the better.
so if things cant get along well soon,
i suggest that we will have to make the final desicion.
that is to break off.
really.
dun comment abt this...but if u do..
i really dun give a damn,
u may say i've changed...but i attitude towards u have changed too.
realised it?
u ought to.
out.

ok

2005-05-16T06:01:00.000-07:00

i really wana apologise.
sorry if i've hurt u guys feelings.
i was very confused and vexed at that time
forgive me k?
ok...today in school was not too bad.
in the morning had a downpour.
was stuck outside sch for half an hour...unbelievable?
was like damn pissed wif the traffic?
chinese oral's tml.
freaking scared. abt the reponse part.
dun think can do well.
wu laoshi changes the grading.
its like she breaks down the marks?
it's more harder to score now.
im scared...y muz i do this?
my article is like damn short?...
-___-"' that was my espression for the whole day in sch.
jas and suqi were like making me do that.
funny.
test all over. friday having walk-a-jog.collected $20...sounds a good sum.to me.but not to the school.haha.
got piano make up...2hrs..kidding. haiz.
but he's not going to teach. im juz going ther to SHOW him that im practising.
luckily never go australia. cos my internal exam is on that day! phew!
IM GOING TO CHINA!!!!!!!
damn happy.
AFTER SCH
went heartland wif my clique.
so funny.
we were like toking abt body parts?
haha.
i bought 1 real dark chocolate...damn nice.
im simply in love wif it. yum.
i too paiseh..wanted to try, but auntie reluctant.
so i had to buy the chocolate.
haha..nvm la.. pamper myself once in a while is ok..
or have i done it too many times? teesh.
bought a necklace..quite nice.daphne bought a $1 christian cassette tape.
haha..so funny.

2005-04-24T06:12:00.000-07:00

ok...
another week has passed
choir had gold
band had silver

i wanna thank jasmine for helping me wif the soundtrack.
ok.
life's not bad in school.
seen someone many times
haha...feel kinda odd
nvm..juz have to carry on wid life now

friday:
went heartland wif jing and jas.
on 136...
i did not pay the fare
so happen i dao mei.the conductor was on the bus
i freaked out.
jing and jas....very funny
den this sec 4/5 gal sooo nice.
asked me to get to the back of the bus quick..
somemore ask ppl the make way for me.
i was so so paisei.
so niceee of her
i told jas...if im able to forget abt *her.
i'll crush this gal.
wadever la
haha...was just kidding
i noe her name!
whee...
i soo damn grateful to her la
if not..according to jas..i would ma lu myself and the sch infront of soo many ppl..
it's like this is the 1st time i forgot to pay?
and so happen the conductor was on the bus?
wheeewww
has a close shave!
thanx to that gal!
love her to bits!
haha..disgusting manx!
okok....shall stop being so mushy
ppl later puke...
dun wan dun wan

haha..anw..tml got sch
tuesday got 2 test..jus realise..
chinese and geog.
tml still got choir..
damn stressed out
no time...
maybe shall give choir a miss
4got to bring geog TB home.
luckily got notes..ms ting give us.
okok..my mortel sux terribly..nvm..she'll noe...
haha...she's in my clique..so it'll be obvious.
cos everyone else in my clique noes who my mortel is...
haha.
okok...shall go off now.

hehe

2005-04-07T22:32:00.000-07:00

in comp lab now haha...
having PW...sian
today had SYF!!
the 2nd and 3rd song roxs!!!
whee.....
i juz love it manx.
went SCO to watch them...so cool.
TKGS sux manx.
St magarats sux too..but their hokkien song very cool.
hmm..there was this sarong skoo that sung totally out of pitch???
haha..tat one ...no offence..but its very funny.....
hahahahahahahahaha..
okok...anticipating for the results now...wanna gold manx GOLD u hear me??
yes...gold.hahaha....if it's gold..i'll scream and shout and cry manx...if it's silver...i'll kill myself..no la..i wun do that..haha
lamo. yes.....daphne beside me now..tot i toking to ppl when i'm not at all?!
hey daphne..i'm so excited..............argh......
bahdai....

....

2005-03-25T22:36:00.000-08:00

Replies'
EUNICE: y can't i have it???cheezzz...i juz wish for it to be miinee..lolx.

okok...haven been on the comp recently.
M-O-O-D-L-E-S-S i guess.
hahas.
had my term 1 results back.
gosh i did real badly.
my add maths.
my mum kept scolding me...gheee.
sighs.
sick and tired of Piano.
it's really killing me

i'm really blur...blur..big blur head.
really and i mean it.
this morning, i flushed my earing into the toilet bowl.
i was so drowsy...
i saw a white round thing in the bowl...yucks.
i didn't pay much attention to it, until i found out that my left ear ring had disappeared.
disgusting.
my mother laughed at me the whole morning when i told her.
she called me a goon doo head.
wadever mum....
had an add maths quiz on thursday...
i did badly.
1/10...my prediction..*fingers cross*
jasmine told me the power of 8 was 3..i got it..but i was so careless to multiply it to the power..sheesh...
it was an MCQ question.but i got it wrong sheesh..
i was confident abt the quiz.
but when i handed it up. i felt that all my answers were wrong.
it was simple..but i was careless...reall careless
this was to be 10% of our exam marks? gosh...i dun wanna think abt it
everyone would be passing their quiz.i would be the only failure.o man.
pls help me.
i'm gona fail my add maths this yr.
gosh o gosh.

I WATCHED SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTIESwid my cousins yesterday!!!whee~!
it was fabulous manx!
it's sooooo cute
i loved the part when this guy from BAYWATCH appeared..
he's so cool.
he was like.i'll help u...and they played the video exactly yhe same to the BAYWATCH..where he ran along the beach wid that red floati..
haha..grool manx!

i DreaM

2005-03-16T17:31:00.000-08:00

DePrEsSiOn________________
is this wad it's happening to me rite now?
i juz dun feel like doing anything.
i dun even feel like slacking.
i'm being pressurized by so many things.
my piano improved a little. according to my teacher.
but everything in my life seems wrong...terribly wrong.
i feel like giving up everything and even my life rite now.
i gave choir a miss for this whole week.
had no mood.
lately...i began to realise that my attitude towards life have totally changed.
i was originally a bumpy and cheerful one...but now...
i've began to look at things very differently...pessimistic abt life.
even my mother have noticed that.
i've suffered from depression before, last year.
i didn't tell anyone.
i feel like crying.
deep deep down in me,
i see nothing. juz an empty me.
if u've noticed my sudden change in attitude....good for u.
my past few entries have been pessimistic abt life.
my parents keep adding things onto me..pressure...
i'm like onthe verge of killing myself now.
nothing can cheer me up.
being here..is a total flop.
my life sux totally.
i may seem cheerful in school..
but hey guys.....i'm dead.
my friendship.....
my relationship wid.........
my grades..........
my cca...........
my piano...............
all killing me.
i juz envy those ppl who can be soo sucessful in all these areas. at least one.
i juz can't..
my grades are killing me really.
i'm not the old marie anymore.
i've changed...better or worse...u decide.
my attitude towards all aspects of life have changed.
even to u..*ahem.*
i feel sorry for those ppl..especially my parents...
who will have to tolerate me.
my mother noticed the great changed in me.
for the past few weeks,
i've been venting my anger on them.
once i reached home, i would slam the door.
i would juz shout at them.
i've been crying alot these days.
i couldn't explain everything upfront to them.
i juz can't.
my sorrows are too much for my tears to contain.
tomorrow is the SYF thing in school
wanna give it a miss.
ppl are excited abt it...
i'm not.
cos....depression.
it's hard to change my attitude now.
my cousin said i've matured tremendously.
too tremendously for her to believe my attitude.
see....i've changed.
i guess..this is the way and the path of life....
everyone has been thru this i think.
i shall juz vent my sorrows and anger here then.
i've fallen.........

dead

2005-03-09T02:06:00.000-08:00

guess wad?
i flunked my add-maths test!
many ppl did.
for all i know,
i'm gonna be grounded for the next month.
no more hanging out wif my budds.
no more shopping including window shop..
yes yes. i'm dead meat. DEAD i repeat.
my parents are going to flare when they see my CA1 marks...
all As and Bs...except...one D7...
how am i going to face them?
my dream of travelling is dashed..
juz like that.
depressed.
how can this be?
huizi called me.
asked me abt the marks.
i checked.
i screamed in my room.
48.3 / 100?
that's my marks for ADD MATHS??
wad? r u kidding me?
i failed my test 2..pratically..many did in my level..it was so tough
6/25?
it's like 1/4 of the full marks?
marie...r u nuts?
omg...i'm gonna commit suicide.
saddening.
can't the teachers like remove this test's marks and retest?
or recalculate the marks?
someone got 25/25?
wonder who that was...huizi said it was from our class..
who could that genius be?
hmm....i'm like still getting over my failure.
it's not say that i have high expectations.
but tis test means alot to me.
it determined my fate in......nvm
i guess i'll have to go for add maths tuition.
no choice..parents would have to spent more $$ for me to do well.
my e maths got an A2...but i failed my add maths
at first ...all my seniors were like saying that u could do very well in one math..but the other..u will flunk it.
and now i noe..IT'S TRUE.
initially..i tot it was a joke..but now...haiz...
i tot i could do beta in ADD MATHS...but it ended up...
cos i understood my add maths more than e maths...but....
it's not boasting or watso ever..
it's juz...irritating.
my mother juz asked me abt my marks..
my chem sucked...lit too....i practically failed my lit part 2?
the novel part.cos i didi not understood the story?
haiz...total failure......
Y AM I SOOO USELESS?
beta buck up marie.
not gonna go shopping anymore.
juz gonna come straight home and study
choir takes up my time
piano too...
i will either have to drop my studies to concentrate on my music or..the other way
but i can't...i've dropped my piano and concentrated on my studies last yr.
and the result...
i did beta in my studies.
but failed my music.
i dun want history to repeat itself
really.
i'm really depressed now.
full pressure is one me now.
my parents expect me to pass my theory exam this sat wif flying colours.
they too want me to get A1 for most of my subjects?
which is practically.......impossible?
hey....dun treat me like a wad ok?
i came onto this earth to live...not to be tortured by u guys
in the first place..wat was i doing here?
no reason.
fate.
god wants me here...for a purpose
and i always believe in that
i did not get into SYF
and i believe that it was god's move.
but this yr..everything seems terribly wrong.
my studies, my music, and even relationships...
i'm at a great loss now.
no one can help me.
i've fallen...
no one can pick me up..unless i try..i try
i'll try..
and if i succeed............

i DreaM

2005-03-07T04:46:00.000-08:00

been a while since i last blogged?
hehe...
ok
i finally changed my desk to the one that can hold my books...
yes...suffered for like 9 weeks or so.having to put my books on the floor?
now i have a cleaner and spacious environment to work in
haha
after school...had CCA. no mood didn't feel like going.
but no choice
saw her playing basketball...so shuai
walked pass her.
in class.
liyun and celeste shouted her name frm our class window
she turned but i doubt she could hear
embarrassing.
saw her again with her good friend. near the netball ppl
sat there.
cool
okok.went wid anastasia and doris for choir.
she walked infront of us!
alone.!e.
so
she walked by the front gate
so no chance.
nvm...i like so high today?
okok...calm down gal.
hmmm...should i u-turn back to become straight?
huizi send me sms...
said she no longer like her...*
she has become straight.
no. i dun believe.
there's this fucking idiot bitch in my class that keeps saying she noes HER?
when she told daphne she actually didn't noe HER?
bloody fucking asshole bitch ok?
juz fuck off my face can?
asshole...
low down bitch.
dun ever add words into my mouth when u were the one who eavsdropped on ppl's conversation ok?
I REALLY LOOK DOWN ON U!
really...u r such a COWARD!
bei bi xia liu!
u r an irritating busturd asshole!
it's really getting on my nerves!
dun ever let me see u again or i'll kick ur bloody asshole.
i'm feeling so depressed now.
depression makes me wanna KILL myself.
i've suffered depression IN SILENCE b4,
but no one knew
cos i always look cheerful.
but deep deep down. i'm torn apart.
really torn into pieces.
nothing can ever fix me back unless............
u disappoint me.
thinking u were thrustworthy.
no...NO u were not.
U R SUCH A LETDOWN!
2 persons have done this to me.
she doesn't thrust me anymore.
and i dun wan our friendship to end juz like that
juz becos of u.
u sickening fellow;
get outa my sight.
dun act popular infront of me
cos i dun give a damn.
i wanna puke at ur face right now.
feel like cursing u but i can't....
i dun wan to.
cos...when i curse...
its gonna be hell for u.
DONT EVER EVER I REPEAT EVER SPEAK THRU UR TEETH.
COS........IT'S NEVER GONNA BE GOOD FOR U
U LIAR LIAR
BIG FAT LIAR
i'm so hurt and insulted now.
she dosn't thrust me now.
all thanx to u.
u freaking bloody asshole.
idiotic.
i'll make sure i'll have my revenge.
watch out.

i DreaM

2005-03-01T06:48:00.000-08:00

morning Mrs Lee talked about the O levels stuff
the 2004 batch didn't do quite well..up to the school's expectations.
crap.
after school.
went hougang mall with zoey and suqi...
saw esther at the bus stop..so..shouted her name extremely loud.
she was there...omg...had to hide myself.
was blushing.
ran to samantha see...she was like
hey marie did u see...did u see?
and i was like....yes yes...omg..so malu...how?
we were like laughing away?
esther came. she was like.
hey marie...she there leh.
i was like..i noe i noe..how? die. my face thrown away liao.
haha..damn funny
okok...me and zoey sabo suqi to pay our taxi fares.
she so good rite.
and in the taxi...we were like argueing on who to pay
i supposed to.but in the end i was like..hey i no money.
so funny. in the taxi.the uncle was like where do u guys wanna stop.
and i was like..the shortest and cheapest way.
the cheapest way to get to hougang mall
and they all laughed like siao la.
i mean wat's so funny.
really...we wanna take the shortest and cheapest route wad...haha
hmm....suqi parted wif us at the lift so sad.
zoey very angry wid her.
ok...zoey forced me to eat pizzahut wif her..i had no choice.
Zoey can eat damn alot la.
we ate like. i baked rice, pepsi, soup, 2 chickens each???i was like sooo bloated.
i told her i was soo full...but she didn't believe me
oh well. nvm
quite ex... but i'll have to pamper myself once a while.

okok...i passed my geog test!!!! whee~!
daphne got higher than me..haha
but my overall score sux terribly.
jas cried over her marks
poor girl...
hey jas... a simple phrase for u.
shi bai shi chen gong zhi mu....
yes..and stick to it k?

and we were suppose to fold paper cranes for the elderly...
it turned out to be like..wow?
everyone was like doing it in class and especially during and in between classes?
haha...daphne ask me to each her...so i taught her..but who noes..
she didn't listen but instead used her eyes to give me an answer..
DAPHNE~!!!! *angry* *pissed*
haha.
and she was like
marie ar..haiyo...ur way sooo hard..dun learn liao la
haha
zhuo shi bu ying gai qing yi fang qi
fou zhe dui bu qi zhi ji!!!!
haha
yes..gotta tido liao...sleepy manx. finally finished my homework.
yesh~!
buuaiix

2005-02-26T18:30:00.000-08:00

...this is crap

i DreaM

2005-02-26T18:00:00.000-08:00

okok...having piano later on
suppose to go wad cherly's housE?
no way...too busy.
haven touched a single thing on chem
and i'll only be back by wad..3? which means i have only abt 2 hrs in the afternoon and at night...cos i'll be going out for abt 4 hrs again
i hate sundays.
i love mondays.
i hate fridays...which means the weekend would be full of crap..piano.

i DreaM

2005-02-25T01:39:00.000-08:00

yoohoo...
i'm high todayshould be very high!
after school,
went to heartland with Liza and Jas.
we were like talking so loud while walking to the bus stop.
saw senior...juniors.
was like ok..so?i toked even louder...
wanted to get rid of the sight of them, so i walked to the front
guess who i saw?
HER...yes her.
she was alone. staring into blank space.
so cool, shuai.
i was like. shit jasmine... den i turned around and walked back.
but who noes? 136 came..had no choice but to swallow my pride, walked infront,
stared at Jas to keep away my temptation of looking at her.
she took the same bus!!whee~!
she sat 2 seats infront of me.
so cool.
she was talking to heidi and alicia.
me and jas were like talking and complaining....very loudly
i was like..hey jas...her hair very coooooooooooooool
i want her hair style
and jas was like.....noooooooooooooooooooo too short la.
so funny... was like trying to hun away from her....catching up wif her...
she was infront of me lor. like 3 cm away from me???
good catch manx marie!
i was like sooo high??
took neos wid liza and jas....
turned out to be a total flop..
took another one wid mich lin and li yun
so funny...
haha.
jasmine always owes me $5..and will always do!right my dear pangpui?
haix...i'm having piano for 3 hrs for tml and sunday...
that means...no relaxing
chem test on mondAY
can die.
i hate piano and theory!!!

you came again,
left me,
heartbrokened,
torned apart.

how foolish of me,
to have placed my thrust in you...

i dReaM...

2005-02-24T00:50:00.000-08:00

Add maths quiz tomorrow.
currently feeling depressed
was pissed off today in skoo
someone pissed me off
i hardly get pissed off in skoo. and when i do...
it's horendous..i can ignore u for as long as i want to.
so.dun piss me off
but to the person who juz did that today, u'll regret it.cos.
i hate u.for wad u've done.
not juz todae but ever since, u've entered into my life.
juz shut up and leave me alone. cos ur bloody face erks me.alot.
gave choir a miss today.felt i was useless to go there and waste my time sitting in that room.watching ppl singing while i'm not.
should spent my time wisely.
walked out wif hannah today.she was ok.
still fuming now. had to vent my anger on daphne's waterbottle.
she didn't mind.cos.she understands. had to do a geog proposal today.gave it a total miss.
had no concentration after wad has happened.no mood.
hannah was complaining abt my attitude.no big deal.i'm pissed.dat's all
juz like wat i've said.
i wanted to be a secetary.u wanted too.i will let u have it then, hannah.
it's no point of me sitting there.being pissed by people and affecting u guys..innocent i guess. no use throwing out my troubles when ppl dun want to listen..
can't be bothered i guess.
__________ || You entered my world
without me knowing it
You left me suddenly
leaving me upset
just to be with someonelse,
whom i really hate. || ______________
it has to do with fate.
it should be.
no point wasting my time..hoping for you to return
no use.
i try forgetting.but to no avail.
tried my very best.but i still could not.
i realised....i've been trapped by you.
i can't get out...how hard i try...
impossible.
how silly i was...to be trapped by you.
now u are gone, leaving me here all alone,
heart broken and tears flowing...
for you only care for wad lies ahead of you...
not me......................
selfish,jealous,hurt,angered...
i can only describe my feelings now.
pierced like a sword..
it brought me down...
i can't bring myself up again..for i've collapsed.

do not try helping me.
i'll fail
refuse .
never will i thrust you again.
for i hate you ...hate you....all i can.
leave me.abandon me.....
u hurt me just like dat?
emotionless....expressionless....u're gone.

I dReaM

2005-02-23T00:25:00.000-08:00

heyz...back from my 1 month of anti-blogging
have to resist the temptation of blogging.
talking to Amanda now..
she's lecturuing me on crooked love lives...
yes i know. but i think i can handle my own.
a friend helps when i'm in need. she does.
yes. amanda thanx alot.
but how can i not resist the temptation of seeing her.
saw her this morning. as shuai as ever.
i walked pass her like right infront of her face.
i smiled in my heart...turned around and she did too.
contented-the only word to describe myself.
chinese lesson..saw her playing bball.cool.
chapel was hoping to see her again but failed.
y would i cover up my nametag and blush when i see her?
obvious....
nevermind about this but people kkep questioning me abt this..
why this why that..no answer to u peeps!
juz my nature...
amanda tried asking me to change back to my usual self.
i just can't.
she said alot of people have changed and she as my friend doesn't want me to ruin my future juz like that..i know..it's hard but i've tried..useless..
tried hard to put all these matter aside and concentrate on my studies.
i juz could not.my mind wonders about when this matter comes to my mind.
pissed..weeks after weeks...tried hard..but failed.
failure.in both studies and emotions.no life to me.
amanda said this to me...
|| u can't expect her to be a bung forever...||
|| one day she'll grow up and change back..wat if she noes it and will u accept her?..yes..but on second thought ppl will find it strange...||hey ..i know..but life has its own ups and downs...
probably this is the down time in my life..where i'm looking...looking...
amanda tot i was despo for guys..but no guys in skoo...so i changed to look for a gal who looked like a guy...nothing of that sort
it's part and parscel of like k. most people go thru this..like me.yes..i believe i will change
to a person i once used to be.

blogggg

2005-01-13T04:20:00.000-08:00

haha...when was the last time i blogged???heyhey...1 month liao.....skool has started...sianzation....haiz...no mood to do anything...toking to daphne now....haiz...listening to jie kou now...thinking of euu....no lar...crazy...she's cuter than her...ermm wad am i toking abt????shheessshhh...

SLY

2004-12-14T22:09:00.001-08:00

u idiot!

SLY

2004-12-14T22:09:00.000-08:00

omg!!!i juz changed my skin!!!so cool!!!SLY rox my world upside down manx!!!he's so shuai lor.......omg omg omg....he's fantastic!!!!arghh!!1i'm crazy over him lolx!!

TO THE PERSON WHO INSULTED ME.......
FUCK YOU BITCH YOU FUCK YOU BITCH YOU FUCK YOU BITCH YOU FUCK YOU BITCH YOU FUCK YOU BITCH YOU FUCK YOU BITCH YOU FUCK YOU BITCH YOU FUCK YOU BITCH YOU FUCK YOU BITCH YOU FUCK YOU BITCH YOU FUCK YOU BITCH YOU FUCK YOU BITCH YOU FUCK YOU BITCH YOU FUCK YOU BITCH YOU FUCK YOU BITCH YOU FUCK YOU BITCH YOU FUCK YOU BITCH YOU FUCK YOU BITCH YOU FUCK YOU BITCH YOU FUCK YOU BITCH YOU FUCK YOU BITCH YOU FUCK YOU BITCH YOU

i may seem valgue....but u really make me puke k? u suck manx!dun try acting good infront of me k?busket!u always try talking nicely to me...huh....but actually u are a stoopid idiot person..why in the first place did i have a friend like you???u really make me wanna kick and punch ur a** k? omg..u suck terribly lar!u are no friend of mine?u are worse than an enemy...u are an asshole lar!shit lar..make this kinda stoooopid mistake by becoming friends wif you..and ur someone....you two...are idiot bitches!only forcing ppl to suit you...?you suck...i hate you.dun ever let me see you again...spit at u if i can..and i will!

back

2004-12-10T18:10:00.000-08:00

yoohoo...when was the last time i last blogged????hhmmm....hehe anyway...have lotza things to tok abt...hmm....yesterday spent the whole day at the hospital...did most of my homework there.sian...i'm going to do up my room today yeah!!!!
yesterday the yesterday...
went out wif huizi to orchard lar...saw borders...cool man!and yar...like huizi said in her bloggie(btw..the skins is i help her do one!!!)yar,we were like stalking ppl lor.first was in the MRT train to orchard...haha.i managed to take a photo of the bung lar.so cool lor..then that stupid huizi keep saying wad...if the bung is KYE?aiyo pls lar....then ur tutu leh?yar...i met her in the NEL train lar...she sitting infront i sat behind...was like searching then saw this red gal...siao ar...dress like ah ma!!!yar..it's huizi lar.hmm.all the photos are in her phone lar..stupid.somemore dun wanna send me.huummpphh.
caught a movie...Christmas wif the Kranks..cool dude man!so funny...quite scarry at the carolling part...huizi scream and laugh like siao.haiyo.but the show very funny lar...quite interesting.saw alot of bung and guys...yar.i remembered once...we were chasing after some guys lar...the back part seems ok...then i was like toking and laughng wif her...suddenly duno wad lar..i turned back...then saw this cute guy right behind me lor...i was like...er..huizi..huizi...behind got one!!!so funny.got guys sitting at MRT station there...wao...shiok man!i see ppl see until eyes can drop ar.teeth oso can fall out.we were like...eh...this one this one...(see the face liao)...no no...not this one...that one that one..
at the cinema saw this group of 4 jap guys...huizi purposely but drink then walk back the same place juz to see them..haha..tail them somemore.hmm...despo i tink.
yar..then headed back to compass point lor.went hospital afterthat.

haiz

2004-11-30T17:27:00.000-08:00

i'm still having jet lagged...can't sleep at night and have to force myself to sleep...then in the morning sleep like siao...how ar??haiz..really can't adapt to Singapore now....haiz..isit so bad?i yesterdat slept at 7pm and woke up at 11....cannot sleep after that...kept thinking abt that thing.... smth...haiz
yesterday got choir...again...everyone had already learnt the SYF song..only me...the song got all the language in singapore...so funny.got the hang of it already...quite nice when everyone sings together...hrm...not bad ar!
have no mood today...to entertain ppl....feel very down suddenly now.keep listening to the song...so sad.wana cry.

yoohoo..i'm back!

2004-11-28T17:17:00.000-08:00

yey......i'm back from USA...yesterday morning...sleepy..having jet lagged now....can't sleep yesterday night..noe feeling sleepy...hmm....yesterday i came back ..slept at 5am....till afternoon.4pm....which was like 11 hours of sleep?????haha...went to visit my aunty in hospital...she seems better.
USA very very COOOOLLLLLDDDD argh!!! -2 degrees ar!!! was freezing mad...that was the first and last time i'm going to see snow.....haven even done my homework...going to renovate my room next....
heyhey..if anyone noes about the THE CHAMPION CD...pls tell me!!!!!i wanna get it...and yar...
i watched THE INCREDIBLES and THE POLAR EXPRESS in the USA!!!!!so cool rite???the polar express was 3D one k?????sooooo cooooollll!!!!!
and...o...my tag board..got this stupid crushing thingy rite...siao nung lar!!!!nvm...
at the airport in boston........the officers were like "molesting" everyone...to check for bombs....they even like use their hands to touch ur breast...everywhere lar...haiz...mei shi zhuo....
my cousin noes..Ms Yoong...our vice-principal....soo cool rite???i was like mentioning Ms yoong...came to boston to study u noe?????and my cousin was like...hey i noe her...pamela rite>????.........and i was like...yes yes yes!!!!!!!...blah blah blah..haha

..restless..

2004-11-05T21:15:00.000-08:00

haiz...have to find information on the stupid web thing...sian...i'm leaving for USA on wenesday morning...or tuesday night???haha..dun noe...not excited at all lor...very bored...feeling very upset these few days...dunno why lar...no mood to go out at all....huizi ask me go expo..say wad got sports bra....er...nvm...but maybe going on monday lar...see first lar.no mood...moodless,juz feel like sleeping all day...dun even feel like going out shopping for clothes,for the trip...i haven even prepare anything yet.watching meteor garden now...they so shuai lor...can't help it
!!!

nothing to do

2004-11-01T17:57:00.000-08:00

yupz...slacking at home..waiting for time to pass...huizi later coming...have to go compass point to meet her at 10.30am...we going to ******* nvm....cannot tell even if u noe...pls better SHUT UP!!!later got IT at 3-4..so bo liao....huizi going school wif me lor.she got handbells...better than me got IT lesson..so boring lar...tonight still got tuition sianx...i miss 2B1...boohoohoo...dun wanna leave school....dun wanna leave my friends....dun wanna move school...and dun wanna got new class!!!!!not fair!!!!!!i hate school....i love 2b1...we will always be one!!!!rite??to my dear dear friends....all the best to you..haiz....our class ranges from 3a1 to 3c2...all scattered liao......cannot crap again wif some ppl..cannot laugh and cry wif some other ppl.....cannot scold and insult other ppl....cannot kana bullied by some ppl*winks*cannot kana saboed by ppl.....haiz...

cry

2004-10-29T01:16:00.000-07:00

feel like crying again...my eyes are swelling now..very badly..even my papa ask me..haiz....cried in the taxi too.....dunno whether sad or happy...emotionless...cried during assembly....haiz...they keep singing those songs lor..can't help it..saw michelle ng and breanna cry..then they somemore singing those songs...made me cry and cry and cry..last day of sch mar... huizi oso cry...then hannah see us cry she oso cry..genevieve oso cry..haiz.so paiseh but can;t help it...i'm still sobbing now...for no reason...u may think i'm mad but actually not lar...nobody expected me to cry...but i really did...!!!they say i force one..where got lor..alot times in sch i really felt like crying but did not...juz went home and cry jiu shi le lor...but todae i cannot tahan liao...all my emotions all came out lor.....i'm crying while typing now..haiz....i'm not as tough as ppl may think..i may seem to be happy-go-lucky lar..but i'm not lor..if u really really noe me...i cry almost abt everything...yes...i may be petty but i'm not...when i flunk my piano exams...i cried like shit lor in my room...when my parents went out....haiz...going to 3B1 next yr...got some ppl i dun like one but can't help it...doralin wun be able to lend me staplers...daphne wun be able to laugh wif me...help...i'm really crying now!!!!dun feel liek typing now...really..feel like crying for some ppl...but can't..cos...nvm...

sad...

2004-10-27T01:19:00.000-07:00

hmm...another day has passed and left with 2 more days to school closure....sad...last day in that school....moving out of it..actually it's better than the new one..haiz....quite sad lar..leaving the class...friends..haiz....will miss u guys!!!!
todae had christmas service in school...it's like 2 months away lor..and they are celebrating it???haha...jasmine and me sang like mad...now having sore throat liao!jasmine asked me if i was straight...and i was like........*******u noe???can't say out lar...then she continue toking abt her crushes....haha..yar..she insists that she's straight...errhhmmmm.....excuse me?!?!?!?if u'r straight..then wat am i???at the christmas service they sang the musical song lor..christmas songs...and the rest in his love and abide...song..which we sung for founder's day..so cool...nice...
haiz.....looks like i really have to treasure my time now...wif my friends....but hoildays still can go out lar...yeah!
o yar..got liza's junior play the drums very nice ar!!!i was like wow...i wanna learn..whenever i hear the drums..it's like......ar!!!!i'm in love wif it!!!!i juz wanna learn it lar..as for the piano...feel like giving up...so boring..having pressure and phobia now...i mean like piano...i like to listen..not play lar...so..erm...those interested in teaching me the drums or wanna pei wo go and sign up...pls do so k???haha...i'm mad abt drums!!!

hehe

2004-10-26T02:03:00.000-07:00

i changed skin again!!!yes!!!nice rite???fight template,right song,and right person for it!!!bleah!!!!skool was ok...so many ppl brought their cameras todae...juz found out this friday is the last day of skool...(aiyo....)sad lar..then holiday got SYF practice...for 2 months..means practically no trip!!but i'm still going...cos i book ticket liao mar...dun wanna waste $150 to cancel the trip!!!siao lar the teachers..but they say they need 85% attendence for the practices to be able to attend SYF leh...how?i sec one never in...now if dun in..then my points dun have a single thing leh!!!!how?that damn idiot ms ang siao lar...haiz...the combination results going come out soon..scared...i hate choir when they're around..and yar..toking abt choir..todae they cancelled choir!!!yipee!!!!haha..that's why i'm here...hmmm nothing much happen todae...as usual...huizi had her crush...photo taken?!?! am i rite???the TUTU*sorry ar..duno how to spell*ask her to take photo ..haha...nothing much lar really..haiz....dem bored lar!!!skool oso nothing to do!wanna sleep and go USA soon loh!!!!!!
guess...should be going now!!!!

o.O o.O

2004-10-25T01:26:00.000-07:00

ooo CELESTE!! thanx sooo much this song rox man..no i should say OU DE YANG ROCKS!!! all his songs are great man!!!i'm his huggest fan!!!oh..celeste lended?!!?! me her account for iwebmusic..lar..yar..so nice!my account got smth wrong..went Liza and Liangyu's house juz now wif daphne...the dog at Liza's house sooo nice..juz realized sleeping in a toilet(rebuilt) is so cosy!!!!!haiz...she has 2 sisters sleeping wif her...aiya..the bedroom very cosy lar!!!erm..sch was ok..esplanade trip was LAME!!!really..the P6s were like...dUh~!!!hate it lar!!!bleah!!!shall end short lar...gotta go...and sleep!!so guys..if got comments on my song or blog..pls tell me k?

new

2004-10-14T18:51:00.000-07:00

new blog..yes..u heard me..going to daphne's house later...stupid song lar..yesterday founder's day..quite ok lar...sat too long until butt cn break!!!haiz...should go off now!!!!